here are some pics i took tonight playing with my camera. I think that they turned out pretty good. some better then others. I need to look and see what settings i used though LOL I think the second one came out the best. I really wish i had a bigger lens LOL

Okay I have a dr's appt next wednesday at 330. I can't wait because i really want to get a handle on this. so i will let you all know what he says. Of course i won't know anything that day LOL cuz i am sure that i will have to get my blood drawn again and then go in again to find out what he thinks and such. so it will probably be a couple more weeks

this is poor ashley zonked out and not feeling well. of course i didn't know that she wasn't feeling well. she never said that she didn't feel good until we got home. I just thought that she was tired and cranky since dyllan had a friend stay the night last night and of course they stayed up late and slept crappy LOL. poor girl


 

here are some pics of today's game. the first one and second one is not dyllan LOL. but they are cool pics so i had to share. we kicked some a** today LOL 25-0. yeah you read that right LOL. the bottom two pics are of dyllan. he made one interception, two blocked passes and one tackle. I'm so proud of my boy LOL. The third pic down is one of the times that he blocked a pass.


 

okay first an update. I am going to seek a second opinion about my thyroid and such, or ask my doc to check again and also check for other things. I will keep ya'll updated.

ok so i had to drive to rite aid to get a thermometer because ours broke. Ashley came down with a fever after we got home from football today. She had been cranky all day and she actually fell asleep at the game LOL i need to post pics of that as well and will do it in my next post. anyway i actually had my camera in the van LOL and the sky looked really really cool. So i grabbed my camera and snapped these pics. I think that i am getting better LOL. I was in full manual mode. Shutter was set at 1/500 and i think the aperature was set at 5.6 and iso at 400. anyway i love this first pic LOL.


 

testosterone

well my doc doesn't seem to think that it is my thyroid. He is prescribing methyltestosterone three times a week. I just place it under my tongue. My problem is that when i look up thyroid problems I have most of the symptoms and when i look up testosterone the only symptom i have with that is fatigue. So i just don't know. I am going to take the testosterone and see how it does but i really don't think that is the problem. My doc is a gynecologist so maybe he only thinks in those terms. I do know that in order to get an accurate reading of your thyroid you need to have it checked more then once. I'm sure that I do need the testosterone since i did have a hysterctomy and do not have any of my female parts LOL. I just have a sneaky suspicion that it is my thyroid that is causing this. Well I hope that the testosterone works and if it does then i don't need to worry about it anymore LOL. What really bothers me is the fatigue and the forgetfullness. those two things are really frustrating. Uggh i just want to feel better.

I'm tired of being tired

I am soooo tired alllllllllllll of the time, and it is really really really getting on my nerves. I can get 8, 6 and even 10 hours of sleep and still be exhausted when i wake up. my coffee doesn't work anymore, I swear its decafinated. My hair is thinning and has been for quite sometime but that isn't something that a person likes to talk about LOL. Anyway I went and had blood work done, one of them being thyroid. Well the medical assistant called me last night and said something about my t3 something or other being slightly elevated. I forget things and foget to do things and I can't stay focused which is really irritating because i normally have such a great memory and can focus on anything. Also I have been having muscle cramps like crazy. Anyway I am hoping to find some answers because i am sick of this, sick of feeling this way. I AM JUST SICK TO DEATH OF IT!!!!!!!

I got some really close ups of my cutie pie Kaiden LOL. he was fussin and I couldn't resist getting those eyes LOL and of course a cute one of him nursing. Don't worry you can't see any boobie in the pic LOL


 

okay so ashley and ethan are so cute together LOL. They kept holding each others hand when ever they would walk. it was so adorable. too bad i'm an goofus and didn't get a pic of it LOL


 

okay so yesterdays football game was okay LOL we lost again but dyllan got his name called twice because he tackled the running back. It's soo cool when you hear your kid's name called out on the speakers LOL. The sucky thing is that I missed the really cool tackle because the kids were thirsty so I had to get them some water and the line was extremely long. So when I got back I got some pics of him in on another tackly LOL. These are the series of shots and the big pile up LOL. I am sad to say that next year, if we have the same coaches, we will not be doing football. Dyllan hasn't even cared for football this year because there is no coaching. Drives us all nuts and it is really hard to explain. An example is if the kids are in their stances but aren't in it correctly the coaches don't say anything or teach them how to be in the stance correctly. or if when they are coming out of the stance and getting ready to block and such they don't teach them not to stand up. you never want to just stand up, you are supposed to stay low and charge foward so that you knock them on their butts. You can get really hurt if you just stand up. Anyway that is what I mean when I say there is no coaching and we didn't pay 160 bucks to not have our kid coached kwim? The head coach has been coaching for a very long time but he has never in his life actually played football LOL. anyway I am going to call the owner of the rhino's and ask if the head coach will be coaching next year and tell him that if he is then Dyllan won't be playing. We will do soccer next year if that is the case. We have talked to dyllan and he agrees. Because if he did want to do football next year even with the same coach then we would but he said that he didn't want to.


 

These are the pics I took this afternoon for Jane's photo assignments. I took them in full manual mode playing with the aperature and DOF. I don't think that they are too bad but I definately need the practice LOL.


 

omg i am jumping out of my skin LOL. i am so excited that i am bawling my eyeballs out. okay so my dear sweet wubby called me this evening and his stupid cell phone was breakin up like crazy. so i ask how his day was and then he tells me that his boss "Bob" wanted to talk to him about his work. okay so i started to freak out in my mind because of the way that he said it sounded really bad. I mean I got teary eyed and thought the worst. I was freakin out and since I couldn't hear him I couldn't hear the second sentence. I kept saying "I can't hear you" and then I heard a bunch of mumbo jumbo because of his cell phone. so again i said " I can't hear you, you are all chopped" LOL so then he said " you are pissing me off" LOL so then i told him that it wasn't my fault LOL that his reception was stupid. so then he kept repeating until i could finally hear "I got a 2$ an hour raise" OMG I AM FREAKIN OUT LOL. NOW WE CAN PAY BILLS AND BUY GAS AND FOOD LOL. okay so i really need to figure out the budget. i am not totally sure if that is possible since i am losing my weekend part of my job. but i really think that it is possible since we are gaining two bucks an hour and the wonderful ppl in my ctmh 10 group. ohh please tell me this wasn't a dream LOL. for him to get this raise so soon means that he is doing an awesome job and i can't stop crying. i feel like a big ole goofball. Is this really going to work out? ohh I really hope so.....................

okay so this is what i did when i was at work today LOL. after i got done doing the things that needed to be done of course LOL. anyway i had fun trying to get good pics of these little worker bees. i thought that most of them were pretty cool. anyway enjoy :D