i don't really have much to say LOL. but i am trying to write in my blog more often. i'm debating on deleting my last post LOL. still not sure if i want to keep it on here and add to it as i write more or just keep it to myself. i really feel like once i get it done, that it may help ppl that may have been in the same situations etc. in the sense that just because you grow up with messed up parents and have a rough life doesn't mean that you have to be like them. it is completely up to you how you turn out and who you want to be. it is all choice. some choices are harder then others. i know that when i was growing up my mom would always use the excuse that the reason she is so messed is because of her parents. i used to hate it when she said shit like that because it isn't. she chose to be the way she was, she chose to do drugs and drink, she chose to be abusive like her mom was. it frustrates me to know end when ppl blame their crap on their parents. you are your own person and you alone make choices in your life of how you want your life to be. AM I MAKING ANY SENSE WHAT SO EVER LOL. i am just debating on whether or not i should have my life story on here LOL. so any input on that would be helpful by those of you reading it, just leave me a comment on what you think.
okay on to other things lol. my kids love to sleep on the hidabed on friday and saturday nights. i'm not sure why but they do. so one morning while they were still asleep i snapped some pics of them.
aren't they just tooo cute lol. dyllan is a blanket hog LOL. i just realized that he has all of the blankets.
here are some randome pics of the kids through out the years.
